When was the last time you look into the sky and notice the stars?

2011-02-03T07:03:00.001-08:00

So neglected. Hai

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-22T06:10:00.000-08:00

2011-01-22T05:30:00.000-08:00

“倒不如这样，我们回到拥抱的现场。证明感情终是善良，残忍的是人会成长。。”

xoxo, till then

2011-01-22T05:08:00.000-08:00

Annoying Ben Ben

Really love how bubbly Annoying Ben alway appears to be. Its like, nothing can drag that smile off his face.

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-18T17:03:00.000-08:00

Do you still want to be my friend?

Depression is slowly creeping into this empty space. Viruses are spreading at the rate of infinity, run.

xoxo, till then

2011-01-17T10:19:00.000-08:00

I'm crazily spamming my own blog at this weird timing, I guess cuz I've missed out too much here. Well my life's pretty much boisterous and hectic. Things are getting out of hand, I seemed to be in a mess now. Well I really hope I can secure a place in the course I am interested in and stay for good. However if otherwise, I would have to keep to the other plan. I needa job so badly cuz I've been stuck at home for so long. But I doubt this "willingness" kinda attitude to work/get a job is going to last. Anyhow, I am still keen on looking for a job. So if there's any, please let me know. Don't touch my weekends, and I hope working hours is within 7am-5/6pm. Thats that, cool? (Right imagine I'm the only one reading and blogging, gawd, I'm talking to myself.) That sentence was redundant, ignore it. Guess I needa crawl in soon.

xoxo, till then

2011-01-17T09:57:00.001-08:00

You

Nah, no doubts. You are.

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-17T09:56:00.000-08:00

Talking about me

For now.

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-17T09:52:00.000-08:00

For now

When we get older, every single thing in life complicates and contradicts. Every single decision we make reflects and cause a huge impact in our life. Be it to our advantage or not, weather you like it or not. We all tend to keep too much thoughts to ourselves and allow misunderstanding to get in the way. We presume and assume things the way we want it to be. We get frustrated when we don't get what we want. We grumble and whine too much. We refuse to admit defeat and who ever's advises/warning are all turned into deaf ears, they don't really matter because we want what we are determine to do/get. We don't care how far is it going to bring us, but we still do it anyway. We can't confirm that it is the right thing to do, but we threw all our chips and gamble it all at any rate/cost. We lose and we gain, at least deep inside, we know, we all tried and did all that we could. Right? Or is it just me?

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-16T22:28:00.000-08:00

Spells it all

Everybody, grows up. You and I.

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-16T22:19:00.000-08:00

Featuring Bro for the day!

Thank you Bro, you're the best. Can't wait to see you again in March! My lunch and new graphics on my wall!

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-15T22:49:00.000-08:00

Absolutely outrageous

Have been shaking and grinding too much with the girls, we nearly turned lesbians.

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-15T08:02:00.000-08:00

All time favourite

Finally get to see my Tweedledum! Love her so much! We always got gazillion of overdue inside stories to update each other about, from hot guys to bitchy girls, we are indeed the gossip girls. *tie 2 pony tail and skip around hand-in-hand* Anyhow we went Plaza Sing to have lunch together at this Japanse Restruant then head down to Farrar Park. I really enjoy dum's company, cuz I feel so comfortable with her. We do weird retarded gesture in front of each other, not feeling embarrassed, and laugh so loudly till everyone around us stare at us like we're some kind of freak from mars. I gunna see her very soonie some day during next week! And we're going paint the same nail colour, red! Jeez. Can't wait to see dum again! Lets eat "Best Fries Forever" and drink "Koi" together! Love ya!

* Hoho, we look like we're in the club. Muhaha! *

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-15T07:29:00.000-08:00

Ebar

Finally get to meet up with Dear, Bb boy, Stupid Frog, and also Kelvin smellyou! Woohoo, I'm always abnormally high, excited and wild when they are around. "Baby you're a firework.." *Giggles. Though my right eye is a bit sore, I still had lots of fun with em'! Caught Sze Hao over at ebar too! Time spend together with my best-loves will never be enough. They can really cheer me on and make my day. Thanks happy pills! Muwa!

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-13T21:06:00.000-08:00

I feel random posting these picture. I can't remember why were we at MS that day but here, Ben, Nich and me!

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-13T21:03:00.000-08:00

K box!

It was so long ago, but I had fun with Biatch, Leon Boy, and Jasper sweetheart! Some random pictures. Oh yes, Biatch can really sing. "死了都要爱" damn hilarious. *giggles. See you guys soon! Lovelove!

Shingzx! I just remember the picture of me ad Biatch is in her phone :(

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-13T20:45:00.000-08:00

"Annoying Benben wants Aston for dinner!"

Just some random picture of Ben and his "kids meal." After dinner he come over to my place and we chat a lot bout random stuffs. He told me a tiny part of his love life and I thought he's a pretty nice guy! Haha, he's avaliable now though. Giggle* Signing off, Joker Ben!

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-13T20:31:00.000-08:00

Steamboat with my babies

All's good. Les, lil ham, breast, hm, sissy, lala, yanlin, lingwei and I met up on a windy Sunday for a mini steamboat gathering. Everything was good, everybody has moved on to another chapter of their lives. We gossip /bitch a lot, spoke about what we've encountered for the past few months. Lil ham and lingwei is such a pain in the ass cuz they can't stop blabbering bout their favourite Korean star. Right, K pop. Haha, nevertheless we ended off the day with some group photo taking. Love you girls truck lots.

*Pardon me for my swollen puffy eyes :(

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-13T20:09:00.000-08:00

Roy

Attending Muay Thai lesson with Roy and friends. Training has been fun, pray hard that I'll shed some fats. Yay. Shall see this sweetheart soon.

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-13T19:59:00.000-08:00

Push cart at Cineleisure

Sissy rent a pushcart for a week during late Decemember in 2010 and it was a success, hope she'll continue to work hard and excel! I went down to "lead a hand." I was bored. Muhaha! Yawns. Well still, to wrap up, if there's still any readers reading my pathetic blog, my will be setting up a blogshop, God knows when, but just take note. Boo!

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-13T19:37:00.000-08:00

SYL BRO

Its summer/term break for Syl bro, and I am glad to see him back here in Singapore! Manage to catch up with him and we really have truck loads of fun together. He look dead when we stroll around town in the day for the first time cuz his body clock failed him. 8 hours difference meaning when its 1pm in Singapore, its actually 8pm at night! Anyhow, he manage to somehow get used to it. Jeez, we rolling around, grabbing gay pictures and we even did an awesome piece together! Though it was the first time trying on Graffiti, I thought it was pretty well done! Here are some pictures during the crazy hangout and some sorta prezzie exchange. Yup, and now he's back at San Fran, hope that everything is going on smoothly for him over there and hopefully, to be able to see him this coming March! Wait, I can braid really well okay! I just did it for Syl, look below! Haha!

TADA! JEEEEZ!

Till then, xoxo

2011-01-13T09:08:00.000-08:00

Haven been to this space for quite sometime. Its not abandoned, but I'm just too occupied/torpid to update. So much for neglecting it, needless to say, my readers are down to zero again. Great, I can start my load of bladerdash again.

Till then, xoxo

2010-12-25T07:48:00.000-08:00

HAPPY GIRLY!

Yay, Imma happy girly cuz I received a speaker from sissy, Marc Jacobs laptop bag from Momsy and Dar, also Holga from Buf! Can never be any happier. Met up with Syl bro few days back, I was too busy to blog. So great to catch up with him after such a long period of time. I needa meet Dum, Bee, Jo, Dear soon! Miss em' so much! I'll update my blog soon ya?

Till then, xoxo

2010-12-12T21:41:00.001-08:00

2nd dance item, Clap your hands by 2NE1. Muhaha.

Till then, xoxo

2010-12-12T21:36:00.000-08:00

OH SANTA SANTA PLEASE GRANT MY WISH!

Polariod
Holga
Cannon Camera
Macbook/Destop
Dance studio
iPod nano
New hot high cut shoe
Wallet

Till then, xoxo

2010-12-07T09:08:00.000-08:00

I should change the songs in my playlist. So boring and uncool, no but they are still my favourite songs. Seriously, I am quite freaked out by those self proclaim "dashing guys" who go around flirting thinking that every single girl are stupid and fucked up in the brain to fall for them all at the same time. seriously damn pathetic. Great. I smell like rotten egg, and Daryl call me a dirty girl. *Roll on the muddy grass* Fine, I'm going to bathe now okay. Wait, pinky's watch is peep-ing, I've got no idea why is her alarm at 1am in the morning. Running off!

Till then, xoxo

2010-12-07T08:36:00.000-08:00

Dancing to the song, Miss A- Good girl bad girl. Took a few videos with Shan and Anqi, but we're still not satisfied with it, needa clean up a bit. Heeh! And if possible we'll upload it soon. Maybe on the next practice. Hope the performance would be a success! Jia you Anqi, Shan, Dao, Biatch, and me! Boo.

Till then, xoxo

2010-12-07T08:26:00.000-08:00

A quick one, before I bathe. Jeez. Dance practice is good, going on well as scheduled. Poor me have got stomach cramp this morning, I nearly died. I swear. So blessed to have Buf, cuz he came down to accompany me. I'm forever fixing and changing the meet up session with my friends trying as much as possible to make sure that their timing doesn't clash. Apparently because I'm leading the most carefree life, job-less and school-less. I seriously hate the fuckin' education system. Coming to think of it, why must they make it in a way like when Secondary school students are having exams, Poly students are having holidays, and the opposite when Poly students are dealing with their major exams/projects. Damn annoying. Wanna see Goldfish, Chee childhood, Neh, Hun and Rivers! Other than Chee, guess all the rest are pretty busy with their final assessment. Well oh well. Work hard guys! I'll be sending you guys texts, moral support like how you guys did when I am having my Os! See you guys real soon! Love you guys!

Till then, xoxo

2010-12-04T23:33:00.000-08:00

"In all these chaos, we found safety"

Till then, xoxo

2010-12-04T23:10:00.000-08:00

JUST FOR LAUGH

THIS IS SO HILARIOUS, I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING AND GIGGLING! JEEEZ! BUFFY! LOOK! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Till then, xoxo

2010-12-04T23:06:00.000-08:00

Hole my gawdz, I got the sudden urge to eat Kimchi. This is madness. Watching some Taiwanese show on Channel U while waiting for my Mom to be back. Buf's crazy, he say he looks dashing today. *giggle and roll off my bed* I must not be lazy to go get a spectacles soon. I must not. And my room, is still in a mess. Somebody save me. I feel like going overseas. Bali sounds good, but mom will never allow me to go Bali. Sucks big time. Waiting for Dum's reply on our trip to Aussie. Christmas's coming, needa do some decoration and get some party stuffs! Great another day to look forward to, yay.

Till then, xoxo

2010-12-04T22:15:00.000-08:00

If you are bored

‎1. Because you listen.

‎2. Because you give mega big hugs.

‎3. Because you don't think I'm insane.

‎4. Because you don't give a shit.

‎5. Because you can flip your hair and from a tornado in me.

‎6. Because you're my supplier of good breakup songs.

‎7. Because the only thing alike about us is our legs.

‎8. Because you're bitchy.

‎9. Because you're my sunshine.

‎10. Because we can make cab drivers go crazy.

‎11. Because you're Cinderella and you have no idea why.

‎12. Because we've never really seen each other under light.

‎13. Because your boobs are bigger than mine.

‎14. Because we can camp at Subway talking nonsense.

‎15. Because you're funny.

‎16. Because our duets sounds like a solo.

‎17. Because your hair colour is brighter than mine.

‎18. Because you're forever forever forever high.

‎19. Because you're cranky when i call and wake you up.

‎20. Because you find pleasure spamming me with your texts.

‎21. Because the first thing you'll say when you call is "CLARA GOH. WHERE ARE YOU?"

‎22. Because our caps are stuck.

‎23. Because we protect each other.

‎24. Because we suck at 5-10.

‎25. Because you say I'm warm whenever the air-con's too strong.

‎26. Because I don't understand why you stole Snow White's picture. Bad Cinderella.

‎27. Because your Armani phone was epic.

‎28. Because of the most ultimate way we first met.

‎29. Because boyfriend's above all.

‎30. Because you'll scream at me when I cry.

‎31. Because you live at the top of a castle.

‎32. Because you finally closed your piercings.

‎33. Because you make my wall so colourful.

‎34. Because we use the same fragrance brand.

‎35. Because you're so noisy.

36. Because I don't know why you like to roll around.

‎37. Because you claim to be naturally cute.

‎38. Because there's a jungle outside your window.

‎39. Because you tried to flaunt my sleeping face on the webcam when i dozed off on your bed.

‎40. Because there's two tiny black holes on your curtains.

‎41. Because it took me so long to get to 41, but i'm still determined to finish this.

‎42. Because we're random like condoms.

‎43. Because i see bubbles everywhere on your wall. You can start a bubblebath.

‎44. Because i've got the feeling you'll call me soon and blast at my ears.

‎45. Because your body clock's more screwed up than mine.

‎46. Because you're a good kisser.

‎47. Because you know my darkest secrets.

48. Because we amazingly have 41 common friends.

49. Because you're my Meimei.

‎50. Because i love you.

From Bubbles to Snow White imposter(Cinderella)

Bubbles: Clara Goh

Snow White Imposter(Cinderella): Yours truly, Adeline Evangeline

Till then, xoxo

2010-12-03T17:47:00.000-08:00

CINDERALLA NEEDA FIND BACK HER SHOE.

2010-11-30T02:04:00.000-08:00

LIFE

There's a lot of things which is beyond our control. We don't have the ability to control our life, the route we take, and the people we meet on the way up/down. Some people refuse to admit defeat. They fall, they push, they go against, they know its almost impossible, but they still do. They refuses to give up and ended getting all bruised. But some, instead, they choose to take it. Take whatever they are given. Because they are afraid of the obstacles that might be on their way. They fear of losing, and getting hurt. Cuz they know, no matter how hard they tried, or cried, things wouldn't change. Still, back at square one. What's the point. So, no matter what happens, we all must be strong. Its in the head. Just don't give up, cuz one day, you'll be greatful for the choice that you've made. You'll be glad of the choice that you've made. Must be happy.

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-30T00:33:00.000-08:00

Woo, so now Imma into some new Korean drama and Jason is in the house yo. Poor Buf must be feeling damn awful now cuz he's kinda sick. Well, I'll be good staying home while waiting for my stupid monster to recover.That must be boring, however so, hopefully I'll not be dead by then. Jason is a funny asshole. Omg, time flies. I've been staying home for quite sometime. Oh well. Omg, I feel like eating Burger King. "Hello Buf? I wanna eat." HAHAHAHA! Buf buf buf buf is very rude, he just hung my call. He must be mad tired. Right, shall go and continue watching my drama.

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-27T19:36:00.000-08:00

HA HA HA! I'm laughing and rolling around with my lil sis while watching some Taiwan entertainment show, cuz we seriously can't figure out what the heck are they doing. Its kinda getting better now, man they've got great figure. Guess I'll be heading down to China town with my family in the afternoon, wait maybe not, I'll be damn bored. Shall decide later. Considering that I bathe at 2am, I'm very lazy to bathe again. Yawns, bye.

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-27T08:42:00.000-08:00

Actually I think its kinda sad to watch drama in the middle of the night alone. Seriously. Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha. I know, I do that. But! I mean its crazy. (Moral of the story. Somebody watch with me?) Okay, that's a pretty bad one, failed totally, roll eyes. I'm just a lame girl, feeling plain bored, and exhausted, but just refuses to get her ass off the sofa, get a hot bathe before she hits the sack. I can really sleep now, like right now, anywhere. I must not doze off on the sofa, I must not. I needa drag myself all the way up my room. Omg, the thought of it makes me sick. Jeez, somebody piggy back me up please, I'm really drained out. Oh manz. I'm so tired I don't even know what the heck am I trying to type, just blabbering/typing nonsense and hope that it actually makes sense to all of you. Does it?

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-27T08:32:00.000-08:00

TIRED

Back from dance. It was tiring, but definitely something I would love to do. But somehow I kinda feel damn demoralized. Needa work extra hard. Jeez help. I'm a bit lost here. Oh yes, Jo's over at China with her family, and she tell me that the shopping there is awesome! I'm drinking Power Veggies, it effing tasty. Buts its kinda scary cuz its dark purple in colour, um? Jeez, yum yum. It'll be great if I can have it with some boiled fish balls or mushrooms? Okay, that's freakin' random. I just needa divert my attention/concentration to something else. Argh. I need a shoulder. Okay, whatever. I'm sticky all over and my muscles are starting to ache due to the the tough dancing training. Its bad, cuz my stamina has dropped like, bye-bye. Discipline Adeline, self-discipline. It'll be good to have someone to confine to now actually. Correction, (somebody RIGHT) Anyway, on another random note, my lil sis is going to SOTA! Mad happy for her. And and happy birthday Da Xiang! Nothing more I guess. Shall end my post and my day abruptly.

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-25T10:57:00.000-08:00

Gunna head down to Ikea in the afternoon with my family. Finally! Actually I don't really have an idea of what to get. Jeez! I am a angry girl now cuz my house got no grapes, mushroom, and fishball. Sucks big time. Am feeling very grumpy now. Kill me!

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-24T02:59:00.000-08:00

RAINY DAY

Failed to head out to Ikea cuz Momsy say its raining and since the weather is so awesome, lazy me decided to snuggle on my comfy sofa, with Pinky and gangs to watch Personal Taste and and and a cup of hot milo. Holy, that show is damn amazing. Bye! Imma gunna focus on watching my favourite drama for now!

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-24T02:54:00.000-08:00

SKATE

Oh yes, I was so busy (lazy actually) that I forgotten to blog about the day out with my Monster. I accompanied that Monster to the skate park over at Somerset early in the morning. Had great fun taking pictures of him play some stunts, the place is not bad. I don't know why is he so passionate and crazy about skating. I suddenly though of how passionate Buf is about skating and how his heart race when anybody mention the word "skate" so cute. Anyhow, work towards your passion, keep it burning, keep going, you can overcome all fears and obstacles. Don't be afraid, cuz it'll never be wrong if you were to work towards your passion and your dreams, you will eventually succeed! Same goes to anyone out there! "And same to you Adeline."

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-24T02:12:00.000-08:00

TODAY

Everything is good. I need to pack my room, paint my favourite colour, change my translucent curtains, and probably add some new furniture in there! As for my balcony, I shall wait till Sly bro is back from San Fran before I decide and transform that old ugly boring piece of wall. Yay! Can't wait for it to happen. Haven been doing anything recently, have been staying home/out with my family and of course hanging out with my Sticky Monster. Needa get this done urgently before holiday ends.

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-20T11:00:00.000-08:00

MINI GATHERING!

Got to meet up with Yu Hang, Eddie, Yao Fong, Daniel, Clarence, and Aaron on Friday. Watched Harry Potter and dinner together. It was good to see em' again after Os. Really hope that all of us will still continue to keep in contact in the future! Love love!

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-20T10:21:00.000-08:00

BUFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!

Today was awesome. Woke up early in the morning as usual to jog around Sembawang estate. Buf came over before we head down to town to get my Nikeplus iPod sensor for my shoes. Can't wait to try it on cuz that puny nano piecey sounds so cool. Anyhow, we grabbed lunch at this Wantan Mee stall at Farest Plaza and stroll around Orchard Road taking random pictures of our surrounding, and us. Photo taking is effing cool and interesting, I swear. I like. Hehe! Head home at round evening time when the sun sets. Really wanna thank Buf for the wonderful day.

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-18T09:51:00.000-08:00

HAMMY!

Woohoo! Hammy's returning back to Singapore on Saturday! Bet he had lots of fun over at Korea! Argh, so jealous. I miss Korea! Don't forget my drama Hammy! Mu-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha.

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-18T09:44:00.000-08:00

DAY OUT WITH E-L-E-P-H-A-N-T!

It was good, had lunch together, spoke, had lotta fun, but my leg hurts. Anyhow this asshole is sailing to Thailand and will only be back after 10 days. Hope that everything goes on well for him over there! Met Mom and sissy in the evening for dinner after Edwin left, and went shopping. Good day!

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-17T07:31:00.000-08:00

Have been very busy lately, but anyhow, I needa build up on my stamina, and start practising real hard for dance. Hole my gawd my body is aching like mad, I hate the feeling, but still, I need to run. I needa work it out with my girlies and hopefully to burn out some calories too. No, I must. Oh yes, I visited the Singpore Mandai Zoo today, along with Dear, Daryl, and there friends. It all went well until it start pouring. However overall is not too bad cuz I get to see stupid Daryl and Dear! Met mom, sissy, lil sis at Bishan for shopping, dinner and head back home at round 8.

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-13T08:25:00.000-08:00

SATURDAY!

Was considering to perm my hair. Yes? No? Anyhow, life's kinda much more relaxed as compared to the O level period whereby every minute and second counts, effing stressful. Well, slowly adjusting my body clock and getting used to the "where are we heading to tomorrow?!" rather than the "hole my gawd! Have you studied for A maths?!" kinda thing. I've got 101 to do/to get list and none is done. Well, at least on a happier note, Imma gunna dance tomorrow! Finally after so freakin' long, so looking forward! Heeh. Hope that tomorrow would be a fruitful day!

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-12T18:31:00.000-08:00

HAPPY GIRL!

Really good to see all of em' especially Japer Ng Ye Lun! Haven been seeing him for countless of centuries. Hope to see him soon. I'm feeling so mad depressed cuz I accidentally deleted all the pictures I took using my camera yesterday. Argh, hate my itchy fingers! Anyhow, thank you bb boy, Dear, Frog, Big bro, Leon boy and Veron for making my day! And of course Jasper! Heeh, muwa! Lovelove.

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-11T21:24:00.000-08:00

Gunna take my paper in approximately 75 mins! Hole my gawd, I'm ultra sexcited. Needa run off soon, not gunna be late. Heeh. Well as usual Hammy is forever missing his bus, and BitchJ is oh-so-funny. Heeh! I'mma gunna drag my Sissy out with me, cuz if not, she'll be late too! Heeh.

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-11T08:52:00.000-08:00

FREEDOM!

Its good. Freedoms' on the way. Woo-hoo! I seriously needa get my hair fixed. Argh, stop whining Adeline. Oh yes, I've got awesome friends! Kinda trying to be random here. Am really glad to have em' by my side. Really. Heeh! Wait wait, for now, I needa put on my pyjamas, grab my huggies and go to bed. Wait before I go off, thank you Patrick, you're the best! Shall visit you in Bikini top soon! With spongbob! *giggles*

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-10T20:41:00.000-08:00

Bitch it. Am feeling damn fucked up cuz my damn freaking appointment is cancelled due to some stupid hair show shit. Was freaking looking forward for tomorrow. Shit, needa wait for Monday. Its damn annoying, I swear. Whats' with the looking forward thing. Nope, I hate you. Fucktard. I wanna do my hair! Argh. I am damn unhappy now, I feel like sleeping! Humph. I hate all of you. Rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-10T19:20:00.000-08:00

TOMORROW'S THE DAY!

I was thinking of studying for Chemistry MCQ tomorrow, but nah. It was bad, cuz I threw away most of my notes and textbooks. I can't believe that I'm gunna leave Admiralty Secondary School and not returning till January 2011. I feel like curling into a snowball and roll down, roll down Bukit Timah Red Hill! I've been dreading for tomorrow to come, goodness my. Oh wait, did I mention that I dreamt that I've got diarrhoea? It was really horrifying, cuz when I woke up first thing in the morning, I visited the loo and I poo. Yes, back to tomorrow's schedule! Well, exam's in the afternoon, and when the clock strikes 3:45pm Sylvester Bro would be calling from San Fran, like finally get to speak to him! Head down to meet my Sissy at the salon, and have a hair cut and colour to mark the start of the holiday(s). Dinner at night with my sweethearts! Finally! Plans at night?

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-10T11:16:00.000-08:00

2 MORE DAYS!

I can't believe that 2010 just past in a blink of an eye. The "play first, study comes second", "slack", "I will study when Os is nearing", "panic", "trying hard to catch up period" and "intensive study period", then Os. Next up, without realising holidays are approaching. I seriously can't wait to catch with all my mates. I haven been seeing em' since donkey years and that's bad. I really need to treasure this opportunity and spend it wisely. I need a timetable badly. Imma lazy freak, I swear. And I needa overcome this. Wait, so this can kinda be like my resolution for this holiday? Some sorta. Oh yes, I'm gunna meet Sylvester bro very soon on this coming 21st of December! Also, looking forward to meet the rest of my sweethearts in the weeks to come! Ga-ga-ga, teeeee-zeee! I feel so excited! Nope, I needa keep my cool. *Jump up high into the sky grab a star and fall back on earth, giggles* Time to snuggle into my comfy bed!

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-10T10:38:00.000-08:00

Oh man, I wanna get this piercing. Looks damn hot! Say yes, haha! Goodness my, I didn't notice that its already 2:30am. I just missed my beauty sleep, and thats bad. Anyhow, am glad that I somhow managed to do some physics, and Chemistry will be next up tomorrow. Can't wait for Friday to come! Gaga, woo-lala!

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-09T08:25:00.000-08:00

I need to breath. I need time. I need to figure out what I want.

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-09T08:12:00.000-08:00

2010-11-09T07:31:00.000-08:00

I want someone who can cope with me day long in the room just to play the hottest pop music in town. I want someone who can strum and sing me my favourite love song. I want someone who can play duet with me on the grand piano. I want someone who can't express himself but sings to me how he's feeling. I want some one who will ask and bring me out. I want someone who is willing to hold my hand when I'm in a mess and say "thats' my girlfriend." I want someone who will grab me when I fall. I want someone who never fails to brighten up my day with a smile. And I hope you can be that someone.

2010-11-08T19:17:00.000-08:00

These 4 years in Admiralty Secondary School is great. I've made lots of new friends, gain new knowledge, new stuffs, self discipline. I've been through all the different extremities of emotions. I've failed and succeed. I've improved and became a better person. Many a times I look back at the road I've paved, and I thought, I will never make it through without my family, my friends, and the teachers that encourages me and guide and lead me through these 4 years. I'm very fortunate to have such a loving class, teachers that are very encouraging in a way or another. I'm really glad. My class is amazing. Each and everyone of them plays an important role in the class.

I've got the most gossipy Qiao Dan, Fiona and Jo, princess mermaid and princess jasmine. I've got Kelly, Hui Yin, Xiang Quan, Yi Jin, Michelle, Jacquline Shi Yun the silent killers. I've got Efa, Amalina, Rayhan, Mimi, the only and nosiest malay girls in class. I've got Ser Chang, Yi Hui and Eve, the crazy muggers.I've got the the tallest classmate, Dino and gentle giant. I've got the bitchest classmate, Yu Hang, Daniel, Pang Loong Eddie and Haziq. I've got the quiet ones too, Khalish, Yong Fang, Chun Min. I've got funny classmates like Clarence, Wen Xiang, Droove, Alan, Aaron, Azam and Theo. I've got my irritating partner Bernard and annoying Hao Quan. And all 39 of us make up 4E2. My class is awesome and they're one of the best classmate I ever had. 4E2, thank you for being part of my life. I hope, I hope, 10 years down the road, you'll still remember me! Love all of you! Rock on guys! xoxo.
My class is better than yours. Hahahahahahaha!

Till then, xoxo

2010-11-08T04:24:00.000-08:00

"WE GOTTA PARTY LIKE, LIKE ITS THE END OF THE WORLD, WE GOTTA PART LIKE LIKE ITS 2012!"

Yay! Os is ending in 4 days time! Exactly on the 12th of November, 3:30pm! This Friday is gonna be one of the best day of my life.Things gonna get better and life will be good. I presume. Yay! I'll try my very best to update my blog everyday from today onwards cuz I'll have all the time to do so HA-HA-HA-HA-HA, *Evil grins*

Till then, xoxo

2010-09-12T22:31:00.000-07:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Till then, xoxo

2010-09-06T14:10:00.000-07:00

Awww, sorry Twineh! Didn't mean to miss you out. But here's a long one for you.

I miss screaming @ you early in the morning to wake up,
I miss screaming @ you early in the morning for breakfast,

I miss dancing with you so much,

I miss good food with you,

I miss having you to sayang me when I'm down,

I miss you getting me to study hard,

I miss crazy photos with you,
I miss you bugging me to eat,
I miss you I miss you a lot also!

I'll see you real soon ok! Sorry I'll have to miss out your birthday this year, but you know I love you a lot one. I'll make it up to you after Os ok!

Till then, xoxo

2010-09-03T20:46:00.000-07:00

Its good to stay young.

Till then, xoxo

2010-09-03T08:46:00.000-07:00

Geography paper totally killed me today. Needless to say English Paper 2. I'm glad that September holiday starts next week, I really needa break from the endless pile of work and stress. Daddy and Momsy had been very sticky recently, leaving the three little pigs at home to rot, nevertheless, still love'em a lot. Well, was very entertained by J.A(SQUARE) tonight, with prisoner number 98378756875 (bar code) E. Ignore this sentence if you don't get it. Yes, tomorrow's Saturday, and I'll be spending my Saturday with my family!

Till then, xoxo

2010-09-02T05:28:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Broda!

"Joyeux anniversaire

Joyeux anniversaire

Joyeux anniversaire*

Joyeux anniversaire" ^^

Hahaha! I'll celebrate your birthday with you when you're back in Town kay? I promise. Meanwhile, enjoy your day @ San Francisco!Have fun! Loving you always, sis.

Till then, xoxo

2010-08-31T20:08:00.000-07:00

I always tell Dear:" if you fall, get up, keep going, you'll find a way out."
Now Adeline, you too.

Till then, xoxo

2010-08-30T23:48:00.000-07:00

Thanks Dad. Love you. ^^

Till then, xoxo

2010-08-30T09:38:00.000-07:00

I feel like listening to my Lil Sis's evil laughter.
I feel like cuddling under the blanket with my Sissy.
I feel like hugging Daddy.
I feel like kissing Momsy on the cheek.
I feel like dancing in the rain.
I feel like recording retarded videos with Dear.
I feel like gossiping with Jo.
I feel like watching movie marathon with Dum.
I feel like listening to Shunnie's joke.
I feel like doing rat face with Stupid Frog.
I feel like having Yu Hang to keep pestering my to get my iphone.
I feel like studying and singing with Bird.
I feel like bitching with Clara.
I feel like calling Shan Bimbo.
I feel like telling Goldfish I miss him.
I feel like sharing childhood stories with Chwee.
I feel like catching up with baby girl.
I feel like playing hide and seek.
I feel like sobbing,
I feel like sleeping.
I feel like hiding.
I feel like I need to use a wish right now.

Till then, xoxo

2010-08-29T23:33:00.000-07:00

Today was one of the worst day ever in my life. I just hope it keeps pouring, so that I can sleep my day away. First 2 prelim papers are screwed as expected.

1) My brain refuses to digest the notes.
2) I can't sleep well, I woke up late.
3) I didn't bring my pencil case to school.

I really feel screwed. I really am screwed.

Till then, xoxo

2010-08-28T02:59:00.000-07:00

There's so much I wanna do after my Os, I can't wait for them to happen. For now, I'll have to constantly remind myself to study hard and get good grades! Oh yes, on a happier note, my dad will be back in town this coming Monday! Can't wait to see my Santa Claus (If you ever know what it means. Hahaha, yes, that beer belly, similar white snowy hair, my dad.)

Till then, xoxo

2010-08-27T08:04:00.000-07:00

Great, I'm madly in love with the song "we dance on." Its so catchy, I just can't stop playing it.

Well this week has been hectic. I'll probably be good and stay home the next few weeks to mug for my up coming prelims. I hope its not too late to start! I've been thinking of what to type for the past 1 hour, serious. Cuz I kinda lost touch with blogger for quite sometime... Ya, right. Hahahah! Anyway, so, should I blog about the "Principal of Governance", or "Traffic Policies?" Kidding! Off to my "Population policies"

Till then, xoxo

2010-08-26T06:19:00.000-07:00

This shall be my official blog from now on. So much of moving here and there, from blogger to livejournal, to tumblr, I am back! For good, I hope. Haha. Still under construction though.

Till then, xoxo

2010-07-29T02:35:00.003-07:00

For every step that you take, you're responsible for it. Don't ask why. You deserve it.

2010-07-22T05:17:00.000-07:00

Mom, I am already trying very hard to be the girl you want me to be. Why are you still angry at me?

2010-07-21T23:20:00.001-07:00

“You must understand the whole of life, not just one little part of it. That is why you must read, that is why you must look at the skies, that is why you must sing and dance, and write poems, and suffer, and understand, for all that is life.”

2010-07-21T20:22:00.000-07:00

I wanted all these to end so badly, I wish I have magic, and if I do, I could turn all these around, and make it my way.

2010-07-21T19:20:00.000-07:00

You have all the world's best friends with you, I need not worry bout you, all I need to do is to keep away from you, as long as I know that you're doing good, that'll do. And that's that Adeline, get your ass moving, stop being such a nuisances, you have to go Adeline. You don't have a choice anyway.

2010-07-17T06:34:00.000-07:00

I kept falling. I'm bruised. I kept losing myself. I'm gone. I'm not perfect, there's so many things I wish I hadn't done. A part of me kept running back.

2010-07-12T06:42:00.001-07:00

You take for granted what you have and you can’t take it with you when you die. There is never enough and you will always want more. No matter how much you learn, no matter how much you earn, you are still yourself and exactly as close to the edge as where you began. And all you can ever learn is what you already know. You will always want to know what the ending is, but you can’t because you’re dead. Dear God, I’m on my knees before you. the words are on their knees. Ready to go. All the words. All the words. The ending is words.

2010-07-09T08:09:00.000-07:00

When you learn to live with your life, is when, you learn to accept all the flaws in life, and carry on.

2010-07-07T06:58:00.000-07:00

I throw all of your stuff away.
I’m gonna clear you out of my head.
I tear you out of my heart.
And ignore all your messages.
I tell everyone we are through. 'Cause I'm so much better without you.
But it’s just another pretty lie. 'Cause I break down.

2010-07-07T06:53:00.001-07:00

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn’t brighten her own.

2010-07-07T06:52:00.000-07:00

Now tell me how tough are you? You can't beat me. I'm strong, I am.

Am I?

2010-07-03T01:34:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I really wish that, I can be a nobody, then nobody sees me, nobody take notices of me, nobody would even give a shit about my presence, then I wouldn't feel so stressed over the people around me. I feel so messed up. I feel like if I could, I wanna be immune to all the different emotions, then when one comes after another like flying rockets, it wouldn't hurt or kill me, cuz by then, I'm strong.

2010-06-28T00:39:00.001-07:00

I don't want this anymore. I want to go.

2010-06-25T01:46:00.000-07:00

I broke the blue button. I took out the spring. I place it back. I spoil it. Then now I'm ready, to throw it. Cuz even if this blue button is fixed, I know I wouldn't want it anymore. Cuz its rotting in the rain, its eroding. Its dirty, its not the same anymore. It wouldn't be working, cuz its damaged.

2010-06-23T09:13:00.000-07:00

At times I just feel like confessing everything, but I can't. It felt as if I have lost something, it came back to me, and then I threw it away. Its like, I once had it, but I lost it. Then I found a new one, but I dumped it. Then someone gave me as a gift, but I reject it. So, what do I want? This is not molypoly, its never going to end. It doesn't have a bank, nor I can use paper money to buy houses, or to bail someone out. Its life. You can't backspace life, you don't have a restart button. Once its done, it is.

Love is hurt's lover, fear is their good friend, pain is fear's sibling, and it all comes together as a package. Either of us can escape from this, because neither of us is perfect. Not me, not you, not anyone out there. You just have to learn with each step you take, smile and tell yourself, at least you tried, at least, you don't regret.

2010-06-14T00:46:00.000-07:00

If its ok, please return me to, me.

2010-06-14T00:13:00.000-07:00

Was it me, or was it you? Or was it me, knowing the truth?

10th

2010-06-10T07:30:00.000-07:00

I feel so emotionless now. I don't know what to do. I feel really lost. I feel like pouring, I feel like sleeping, I feel so afraid, I feel alone.

5th

2010-06-04T18:14:00.000-07:00

Actually, I just needa hug. To reassure me that everything is going to be ok. And, you'll still be here after the storm.

2010-06-03T06:23:00.001-07:00

Anybody willing to show me the way?

2010-06-02T05:30:00.000-07:00

if I ask yo to stay, would you show me the way?

2010-06-01T05:22:00.001-07:00

I'm falling into pieces, can you pick me up?

29th

2010-05-29T06:48:00.000-07:00

I hear you.

2010-05-23T04:47:00.001-07:00

We should all learn to be independent.

I depend too much on my sisters, cuz they never fails to take care of me, feed me, cuddle with me under the blanket when I sob.

I depend too much on my parents, cuz no matter what happens, even if the world's crushing down at the very next second, I know they'll be there to protect me.

I depend too much on my friends, cuz whenever I have problems, or when I'm feeling down, they'll definately stand by me and hear me out.

Its then, when I realise, I am too dependent on my closest around me. I must understand that, everybody has a life to carry on, and ultimately, you, me, are still standing, alone. Isn't it?

2010-05-20T23:23:00.000-07:00

Its never easy letting go. I dreamt about you, it seems so beautiful, I didn't wanna let it go. It felt so real. I didn't wanna wake up, feeling lost, getting the feeling like, "Hey! You're all alone, again."

" HA-HA." I heard you laughing at me.

2010-05-01T14:28:00.000-07:00

I see myself struggling. I couldn't hear myself. Everything went tumbling down. Who do I blame?

2010-04-26T07:38:00.001-07:00

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours.

2010-04-23T15:07:00.000-07:00

I stood under the running water for almost an hour in the middle of the night, trying to figure out what I really want. Nothing was concluded, I feel like writing all my frustration down, crush and kick em, hoping that they'll soon be gone.

Heart breaker.